happy birthday baby! sekejap nya farell dah setahun :) there are so many things u ve mastered and sometimes bonda rasa mcm dah lost track on ur milestones and development.since am working that is but hey i just gotta do what i just gotta do.nasib awak la dpt young mommy *cough* and still ambitious :P
anyway, u re now almost 12kgs and im not really sure about ur height.its been awhile since we last went to see ur paed.tried weighing you using my weighing scale but i dont think its accurate.hehe
the most adorable and highlight for this month is that now u can say the word 'hi'. not only that, u also know when to say it.masa bonda bangun dari tido, when i call you from work, when ppl come to the house and pass u by, u ll say hi. ur opah was happy at first but now i think she prefers you to say 'assalammualaikum' and yes she s been teaching you how to give salam instead of just hi :)
you still prefer to crawl than walk, im not sure why.yesterday when we were at suraya s party, u were walking about 3-4 steps then when we got home, u mcm malas pulak.maybe because kat party tu ramai budak2 dah start jalan so farell pun mcm semangat nak jalan.oh yea, bonda perasan farell ni mcm tak sabar nak join budak2 besar main.tak padan dgn umur.that day masa raya, orang main bola farell pun nak main sama.we ve stopped buying toys for you (ade jugak beli sikit2) bcuz tak sampai 10mins u dah bosan with the toy for your age.farell suka main kat kabinet dapur esp the drawers where opah keeps all her kitchen towels, farell akan kuarkan satu2, tak cukup dgn tu farell akan punggah segala fork and spoon yg ada dlm drawer tu.very adventurous la tu.suka sangat menari & will clap if u hear your fav tune.currently its lady gaga s poker face.
now farell dah start makan mcm org dewasa sebabnya apa yang bonda n bapak makan, semua farell nak rasa.kalau tak u ll merajuk.merajuk biasa takpe, ni farell suka sangat hempas badan.haih.agaknya perangai siapa lah farell ikut nih :P sama jugak kalau nak amik something from u, we have to ganti with somethin else, kalau tak, sure u ll cry.
do u know that i had a hard time accepting you when u were born? it took me almost 3months to be okay.i am really sorry for that.i know u will wonder why and all but no, it is not your fault.it was mine.maybe because i wasnt really ready to be a mom, maybe i felt that im losing all the attentions in the world, maybe because i was still huge (fyi,i gained 30kgs when i was carrying you), maybe because of the swollen breast, maybe because i didnt get to breastfeed you properly, maybe because too many people gave me unwanted advice when they came to visit you...i dont know.i was depressed everytime i hear you cry.felt like killin myself cuz didnt had any idea what to do and all.not a great thing but im glad its over.
One of the reason why i recovered (fast) from the depression is probably because I was with you 24-7. I was the one who bathe you every morning, then we had our play session, then we took a nap together while waited for bapak to come home, then we went to the park, then we play again then went to sleep together.aaah how i miss those days.Now i can barely do that.Weekend je lah dapat main ngan farell.Semenjak maid skang ni dah buat perangai, mmg berat hati sangat nak tinggal farell ngan dia tapi i ve got no choice for now.
And how my life has changed! At first i thought, oh motherhood is so boring.Buat susu, change diapers, masak porridge, sterilize all the bottles and teats, and all the sleepless nights that we had to go through..alahai bosannya! Tapi semua tu tak jadi bosan bila bonda and bapak dapat tengok farell membesar setiap hari, seronok tak terkata bila dapat tahu farell dah boleh buat satu benda baru, dah pandai nak sembang, ade je benda farell fikir kan.so it is FUN :)
nothin much that i want from you (plus, u re only 1yr old) just hope that one very fine day u ll realize how much we love and care for you.even tho bonda tahu ramai orang lain sayang farell but nothing beats the love of ur own parents :P
anyway, u re now almost 12kgs and im not really sure about ur height.its been awhile since we last went to see ur paed.tried weighing you using my weighing scale but i dont think its accurate.hehe
the most adorable and highlight for this month is that now u can say the word 'hi'. not only that, u also know when to say it.masa bonda bangun dari tido, when i call you from work, when ppl come to the house and pass u by, u ll say hi. ur opah was happy at first but now i think she prefers you to say 'assalammualaikum' and yes she s been teaching you how to give salam instead of just hi :)
you still prefer to crawl than walk, im not sure why.yesterday when we were at suraya s party, u were walking about 3-4 steps then when we got home, u mcm malas pulak.maybe because kat party tu ramai budak2 dah start jalan so farell pun mcm semangat nak jalan.oh yea, bonda perasan farell ni mcm tak sabar nak join budak2 besar main.tak padan dgn umur.that day masa raya, orang main bola farell pun nak main sama.we ve stopped buying toys for you (ade jugak beli sikit2) bcuz tak sampai 10mins u dah bosan with the toy for your age.farell suka main kat kabinet dapur esp the drawers where opah keeps all her kitchen towels, farell akan kuarkan satu2, tak cukup dgn tu farell akan punggah segala fork and spoon yg ada dlm drawer tu.very adventurous la tu.suka sangat menari & will clap if u hear your fav tune.currently its lady gaga s poker face.
now farell dah start makan mcm org dewasa sebabnya apa yang bonda n bapak makan, semua farell nak rasa.kalau tak u ll merajuk.merajuk biasa takpe, ni farell suka sangat hempas badan.haih.agaknya perangai siapa lah farell ikut nih :P sama jugak kalau nak amik something from u, we have to ganti with somethin else, kalau tak, sure u ll cry.
do u know that i had a hard time accepting you when u were born? it took me almost 3months to be okay.i am really sorry for that.i know u will wonder why and all but no, it is not your fault.it was mine.maybe because i wasnt really ready to be a mom, maybe i felt that im losing all the attentions in the world, maybe because i was still huge (fyi,i gained 30kgs when i was carrying you), maybe because of the swollen breast, maybe because i didnt get to breastfeed you properly, maybe because too many people gave me unwanted advice when they came to visit you...i dont know.i was depressed everytime i hear you cry.felt like killin myself cuz didnt had any idea what to do and all.not a great thing but im glad its over.
One of the reason why i recovered (fast) from the depression is probably because I was with you 24-7. I was the one who bathe you every morning, then we had our play session, then we took a nap together while waited for bapak to come home, then we went to the park, then we play again then went to sleep together.aaah how i miss those days.Now i can barely do that.Weekend je lah dapat main ngan farell.Semenjak maid skang ni dah buat perangai, mmg berat hati sangat nak tinggal farell ngan dia tapi i ve got no choice for now.
And how my life has changed! At first i thought, oh motherhood is so boring.Buat susu, change diapers, masak porridge, sterilize all the bottles and teats, and all the sleepless nights that we had to go through..alahai bosannya! Tapi semua tu tak jadi bosan bila bonda and bapak dapat tengok farell membesar setiap hari, seronok tak terkata bila dapat tahu farell dah boleh buat satu benda baru, dah pandai nak sembang, ade je benda farell fikir kan.so it is FUN :)
nothin much that i want from you (plus, u re only 1yr old) just hope that one very fine day u ll realize how much we love and care for you.even tho bonda tahu ramai orang lain sayang farell but nothing beats the love of ur own parents :P
